Tuesday, 23 December 2008

20081222

20081222 0839 M201

下着雨的早晨, 从车场回来...

昨天Eclipse又死了, 晚上现场较没人时mh, mw, kh 帮我推车, push start.
换个角度想, 它还算争气的了: 如果这是发生在 Ontario, 还是星期六上到 Mission Viejo Lake 时, 真的不知道去哪里死 :D

sleepy =..=

Saturday, 20 December 2008

20081219

20081219

Ontario Mills trip.

Took freeways (highway/expressways) up North, street roads back.
Long long drive. But it's fun, to drive, always.

Way up, 70,80mph to heavy traffic with 40mph moving speed, to turtle speed... assorted.
Way back. 1 hour from Mills to Harbor blvd. Another 50 mins. to The Cape. Scenery along the way's much more interesting. Up-market residencial, small shopping areas, sub-urb., single-lane road with no street lights (like the route of Mersing - Kluang), Disneyland...back to the old South Coast Drive.

Interesting to bump into MH + KH, who lost their way on the way back from LA. & finally found themselves the correct path :D Shall use throttle next time, instead of horn.

Sunday, 14 December 2008

20081213 02

多云的天, 多云的心情;
去公司的途中, 二号牙拉到50mph/80kmh, 车窗外冲进来带着多云心情的风 :)

20081213

Once again, high of 发热气. Virus or bacteria... it just feel good, other than the slight sore-throat bit X..X + :D

Sunday, 7 December 2008

20081207

经历债越多, 顾虑越多...

Friday, 5 December 2008

20081204

Complicated day.

Got my driving test passed, which is a 3rd try vs. car broke down...cant even jumpstart. So it's not about battery. Starter probably. So, tml morning got it towed to the workshop + perparing to get yet another bleeding attack for my bank account.

That's life.

Ah pa said, 'dont let the car bother you too much'. Of course it's true. And it's also so bloody challenging XD

Component of life : stress.

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

,

矛盾的代名词

Friday, 28 November 2008

20081127

20081127 Thxgiving 1257 ; M201

Despite worry of radiator (and some other currently-unseen problems), life's still beautiful. Breezy wind + lio sunshine.

Sunday, 23 November 2008

Problem comes to me, always. Even when I am just stand there.
Engine heated yesterday night, radiator leaking green liquid today when I filled it with water... And he's just out of workshop last week. Whot the...

But I guess I shall let it out, even thought I think it's kinda pointless to transfer feeling into a post where others able to view and read. Just, it might help the emotional balance, I feel.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

hollow...

Sunday, 2 November 2008

.

有些人, 是忘不了的.

阿 nei.
还没懂得掉眼泪的14岁时走了. 当时没什么感触, 但久了却不时想起从小照顾我们的她... 多希望她能够看到现在的我们.

人生无常啊...

.

为什么感到不安?

新环境不适应不喜欢下意识抗拒改变新环境没那么好方便孤身在外产生的孤独

也好衍生出来的问题有帮助我要什么以前说要到外面看世界但是是为什么?就因为好奇心为了想看而看还是存脆响想让自己有个目标有个梦? 像后者多一点来了这里某一程度上达到了目的但感到的是空虚不知道到底是什么问题似乎习惯用脑与逻辑来想事情失去了人的直觉与灵性不好

做什么都没劲因为没人分享可不可以说之前做这些事都是因为有人分享参予才做并不是心理真正想要做的事? 因为如果真正想要做一件事是不应该为旁人所影响改变的。 因为向做每一件事都不是很有心往往就会给自己找借口理由不行

Thursday, 23 October 2008

.

Whot it's like to follow your heart.
What I want to be in the future?
artist ; zoo keeper
20081022 0 ; 1

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

20081014

20081014 2205 ; M201

昨晚与文蕊的一聚, 奇特的经历。

Friday, 10 October 2008

20081009

20081009 2207 ; M201

炒饭真的是要趁热吃... 尤其是有炒辣椒的 :)
饭 西芹 白菜 青豆 萝卜 2x火腿 小辣椒, spice up my evening.

Thursday, 2 October 2008

.

20081002 0046 M201

昨日感冒了一天, 缺水带来的小high还残留着...
天气出奇的闷, 间间断断睡了三个钟...
家昌的杨乃文mp3让今天好过一些...
bg paint-over 找不到要的感觉...

理智与原则一点点的被孤独吞蚀.
如果现在再看以人在异乡为题材的片子, 角度也许会不一样.

Monday, 22 September 2008

太阳能

20080921, 1648 ; M201

一个人呆在屋子里整个周末不是我可以顶得顺的.
觉得纳闷, 孤独, 要发霉了. 星期天终于忍不住给自己找个理由到外边吸收,吸收太阳能. 看着熙来攘往的人群蚂蚁, 平时对人多环境的厌恶都暂时缺席了... 也许现在比较能忠于自我多一点了吧! 别人怎么看不重要, 远离通过否定别人来给自己多那么一点肯定, 给予一点安全感的'人比人论高下' 的思想一点.
但对路过都会注视我(是为什么呢 o..o) 小朋友们的大眼睛的抵抗力却比对养眼金发美女还差, 还是忍不住回望. 那些瞳孔中的纯真与清澈不是飘亮脸蛋, 飘亮衣裳可轻易比得上的.

Sunday, 21 September 2008

A 亏本 one.

20080921, 0050 ; M201

First sneaker business on Ebay. A 亏本 one. So that's how much my sneaker art worths, in a sense? ^..^ Of course, shall move on to next one.

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

20080916

One can be easily forgotten, sad enough.

Monday, 15 September 2008

睡不着 20080915

20080915, 0232 ; M201

睡不着. Over the weekend 都是多睡少量...
睡不着的是脑袋. 身体是该休息了, 但脑袋却还在想转, 想一些有的没的, 没有规律章节没有主题的想...想想想. 像现在。是现代人城市人的通病, restless. 没能管好自己的脑袋让它这样 out of control..

Friday, 29 August 2008

第一场棒球赛.

20080829 0030 ; M201

如题
公司F9E赞助我们去看LA. Angels of Anaheim (home) vs. Texas Rangers 的MLB棒球赛.

20080828, 凉爽/有点冷的夜. Angel Stadium of Anaheim.
蛮多人, 蛮热闹的. 美国的fans文化, 亲身经历. 到处可见此以各种形式呈现的fans情怀: 球衣, tees, 小旗, 公仔... 电影娱乐新闻中看到的场景经历, 亲身经历.
棒球, 今天第一次开始懂怎么看. 过程有点闷, 但就是这些一点一滴的分数决定胜负. 表面看起来不怎么紧张, 但其实无论比赛, 还是球员, 观众心理状态都是越来越高压的.
不错的比赛, 主队获胜: 7:5~ 看球对一举拿下五分, 反超 (也是最后的比数) 时, 在现场气氛感染下, 找回了些中学时期与同学/球友一起奋战足球场, 看朋友参加的篮球赛时的激情与感动. Ah Neo, 阿春, 田鸡, 高明, Han Keong...

今夜的心情是美好的... 如果现在不是酱迟, 又会不够睡的话.

Monday, 18 August 2008

自由

20080817 : 1646 : M201

Big sun out there with just right climate. Everyone in the house's in their own room or world. No one to disturb other than the sound of the wind brushes the leaves in front of the balcony and sometimes, the airplanes fly by.
Lie up on the floor with carpet by the French window/entrance to balcony + my Sony notebook playing Sodegreen, Ah Yue + surfing net + relaxing slightly burnt and not yet-showered-body after some soccer moment and exercise > big meal. Thinking about nothing serious...

This is kinda like the freedom I'm longing for.

Sunday, 17 August 2008

Water bottles.

20080816 : 2317 : 1000 South Coast Drive, Costa Mesa, OC.

Finally able to cop someone's internet connection with my notebook shifted to living room.

Offline msg. of MSN from da ban : Bought new SIGG waterbottle, 1 litre, top is aluminium...
Small thing, yet means big.
I bought a Camelbak water bottle today.

Means a lot, especiall it is after a long time since we survived with our Nalgene, used to it, till the capacity markings dropped, read article about BPA consist in it is harmful...

Tuesday, 12 August 2008

Fly

20080812 ; 0019

Hand stand made me realized how much I love to get my feet into the air. Maybe that's the same reason for me to jump high, to hang in the air.

Just finished 'Resurrecting The Champ'. Josh Hartnett, Samual L. Jackson. Not bad. Like the father role Josh been portrayed. Quoted:
'A writer, like a boxer. Must stand alone. Having your words published, like entering a ring. Puts your talent on display, and there's nowhere to hide...'

Think it's the same for me, as one who draws, paint. And that's the same for everyone. Show your talent's, what you can do, is the only way to proof your worth. Maybe, it gets you close to the answer why are you're here.

Wednesday, 6 August 2008

First 50 in CA.

20080806 ; 0019

20080805 Costa Mesa, Orange County, CA.

Had my first 50 free-throws at the neighbour court behind the apartment afterwork.
Bloody dusty, just like the whole CA. Hands were literally black, not to mention feel of the ball. But it's good, it's a challenge :)

Thursday, 10 July 2008

US J-1 Visa

20080709

一大早到亚美利加国大使馆 (0745 appointment, though the guard let us in much later than that), Visa interview.

Interesting.

American in there were friendly or ok, at least those I came across. It's the locals there that behave funny. Living in their beautiful classy 'American dream', maybe?

Anyway, it's good that the visa's approved without problem. Interviewer was friendly, nice. Got out of there at 0930. Just wish the J-1 could cover me for 10 years like Visitor type x..x

Canadian Visa, next.

Monday, 23 June 2008

Daphne's here.

二零零八年六月 Daphne从加拿大(回)来.

大家都为此多多少少'忙'了起来 . 一些片段:

Jalan Kacang:


20080614 klg. 01
小的
20080614 klg. 02

20080614 klg. 03


20080613 由我代导一日游
20080613 day out 01

20080613 day out 02

BKK
20080613 day out 03

20080613 day out 04

20080618 五人组 @ Starbucks at/near Wheelock after 'Kung Fu Panda' at Lido.
20080618 starbucks


20080620 Singapore Flyer. (Most of the photos are taken by Daphne)

六点多, 天还是亮的 :)
20080620 flyer 01

上来咯~
20080620 flyer 02

Like the sky.
20080620 flyer 03

建到一半的赌场
20080620 flyer 04

Candid的美丽 01
20080620 flyer 05

Candid的美丽 02 天开始暗了 :P
20080620 flyer 07

20080620 flyer 06

大合照
20080620 flyer 08

回眸一望
20080620 flyer 09

Gelatissimo Raspberry & Belgian Chocolate.
20080620 flyer 10


现在在KL她干妈妈家了...じゃあ~

Tuesday, 3 June 2008

最后一堂にほんご课

20080603 2310

今天在ぶんか上了最后一堂にほんご/日文课,也是测验的日子。

感叹天下无不散之宴席。 见了八次面,在同一个房间里呆了二十四个小时 (3 x 8 weeks) 的一群人,从不认识到有聊天有笑(不是全部啦)。有准大学生,有烟草marketing的,有老师...

说散就散

最后一项笔试, 早做完的可以走 (第二天会收到sms知道成绩), 而这也是当时的情况: 做完了, 交卷, 闪人。也许这就是人生中的缘分吧...只有二十四小时的, 用尽了也就散了。

但又不知道尝试延续这些缘分是不是过于强求...

回忆纪录: にほんごのきょうかしょやノート
Image and video hosting by TinyPic


ありがとうございます、Takatsukaせんせい。

Monday, 2 June 2008

45 Minutes Run

20080602
0045 after 'Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian'

Jog-walk, Cineleisure back to Geylang bahru. 45 mins. Google Maps says it's ard 6.4km *shrug*

Monday, 12 May 2008

去工厂喂狗

20080510 晚上十点多

驾着老板才买不久, 还挺满意的手牙SAGA去工厂喂狗. 我驾着车, 老板在跟车边赛着我带回去的PSP, Burnout dominator.
此刻, 感触很深. 希望可以一直记着...

Sunday, 13 April 2008

1 a.m. 的 Singapore Flyer

Image and video hosting by TinyPic

实物的灯光的是很接近白的粉红色... oh well. W610i的效果.

Sammi & 龙猫

Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Saturday, 5 April 2008

好! '狗肉' 验证可以打华文 .wohoho.

blog/部落格, 矛盾. 身在现世中, 觉得多多少少要会/参与一点blog...
撇开这一点不谈, 其实用键盘与用手写的日记心情纪录也差不多: blog的特点比手写flexible, 可以edit, 加images, sfx... 并不是很在乎. 可以与别人'分享':让别人看, 看别人的blog... 没有那种伟大的分享情怀, 也不觉得看一个random不相干的人的故事有什么意义, 甚至觉得是浪费时间.
可是, 又不像神仙般能不沾凡尘, 性格思想是庸得可以. 也许跟随身处年代的潮流也是一种让自己感觉活在该年代的一种纪录方法.

所以, 现在会在这一边打这篇, 一边感觉自己的存在.

20080405 : 1519

.

狗肉

Friday, 18 January 2008

Imagining...

imagining the sfx n friction created by tissues of muscles, organs...when a long blade's slotted in. Kinda like when we cut out roasted chicken, n put it into our mouths XD

Just another day in my life,of others' life, for everything that hav life.

Testing, testing, in this ordinary yet special evening. Nothing special yet it's the only 20080118 XD 'Hi' to everyone.