Friday, 28 November 2008

20081127

20081127 Thxgiving 1257 ; M201

Despite worry of radiator (and some other currently-unseen problems), life's still beautiful. Breezy wind + lio sunshine.

Sunday, 23 November 2008

Problem comes to me, always. Even when I am just stand there.
Engine heated yesterday night, radiator leaking green liquid today when I filled it with water... And he's just out of workshop last week. Whot the...

But I guess I shall let it out, even thought I think it's kinda pointless to transfer feeling into a post where others able to view and read. Just, it might help the emotional balance, I feel.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

hollow...

Sunday, 2 November 2008

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有些人, 是忘不了的.

阿 nei.
还没懂得掉眼泪的14岁时走了. 当时没什么感触, 但久了却不时想起从小照顾我们的她... 多希望她能够看到现在的我们.

人生无常啊...

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为什么感到不安?

新环境不适应不喜欢下意识抗拒改变新环境没那么好方便孤身在外产生的孤独

也好衍生出来的问题有帮助我要什么以前说要到外面看世界但是是为什么?就因为好奇心为了想看而看还是存脆响想让自己有个目标有个梦? 像后者多一点来了这里某一程度上达到了目的但感到的是空虚不知道到底是什么问题似乎习惯用脑与逻辑来想事情失去了人的直觉与灵性不好

做什么都没劲因为没人分享可不可以说之前做这些事都是因为有人分享参予才做并不是心理真正想要做的事? 因为如果真正想要做一件事是不应该为旁人所影响改变的。 因为向做每一件事都不是很有心往往就会给自己找借口理由不行